I guess that’s what happens when you open yourself up to someone. When you tell them all of the little details about you, that you thought were insignificant to anyone, while sitting in a bathtub together until 5 in the morning. It makes you feel so at peace and so loved. You trust them without making them earn it, and it just feels right. You feel safe. You smile like a child in elementary school and your eyes light up with happiness over the smallest things. When you wake up everyday feeling like you mean something to someone, you wont ever want to feel anything else. Its when you’re alive instead of just living. You have memories that you’ll keep buried deep in your heart, for the rest of your life, that no one can replace. But you know what sucks? That you’ll never let another person get that close to you, because in the end, they rip your fucking heart out and laugh at everything you thought you had.
Listening to a mixed cd called “MANIA” remembering things I wish I could forget.
And it’s not enough
To tell me that you care
When, we both know the words are empty air
You give me nothing
People can be so fucking deceiving.
I feel like such a fool.
Every time I let my guard down, someone gives me a reason to build it higher than it was before.
ITS ALL FALSE LOVE AND AFFECTION, YOU DON’T WANT ME YOU JUST WANT THE ATTENTION.
Was. Fucking. Insane.
I can’t even fucking put it into words.
Djs from Mars killed it.
I danced so fucking much.
We were all so fucking happy.
I can’t even express my emotions,
it was like ALDGKJDLGJ :D :D :D :D <33333333333
And then after that was over,
I came home and had the most amazing
night with the most incredible girl in my life.
More nights like that are expected.
2013 is going to be the best year of my life.
I will make fucking sure of that.